Look at your hands
Look back at how you did everything wrong
Look back on how you stepped on his throat and jumped on the small pieces of skull to crush them into even smaller bits
You didn't waste an ounce of energy in your revenge did you?
Was it good?
Was it good hurting yourself? Hurting others? Nearly killing a men, you know,
Is humiliation alluring in some sort of wicked wicked sense to you???
I don't think you re quite paying attention to what's going on
You ripped his flesh right open and started eating his guts there was blood all over your face your eyes seemed as someone else 's they were so dark and fiery and your hands
they moved with a rhythm so strange not at all similar to your usual graces
It was as if they were dancing to an underworld anthem you somehow knew by heart
And his eyes were still open and he looked like he wanted to die but I doubt he planned things to come out this way you were always sopredictable there's no way he could have made a mistake when manipulating you to come to this point
It's sad that you think you came to this conclusion on your own
All those fits of rage, you think he would waste that?
He chose you. He knew you were the weakest one he knew he could perfectly drive your ego into a furnace made by the altars of your past so it all would light his fire with the candles you used to light a better way
He knew how much you had pushed
in the fashion that it would only take pressing on the right buttons to come to this end
You were magnificent
I know how your soul tastes
I know the way your insides stink
Even when everything is rotten
I still want it to be mine.
By heart I know the curvature in that one corner of your mouth
An everlasting home for you is the past
My arms endlessly stretch to hold you
A thousand miles away I still hold you
My lips always part to welcome you
My dreams you never leave
My soul you always haunt
My prayer for you sings
The miracle is waiting to write your name
The skies turn pink when you think of the horizon
I am sorry I never made it
When the cherubs told me to kiss your nose your hands held me away
My brain turned against me and then turned my insides out
Blood was all over,
to clean and to carefully recompose.
The reflection in the water is deviant like you.
You certainly were
Wonderful development it was
You even added a twist of innocencein the end because you acted out so well the part where
You seemed like you didn't knew what was going on
It wasn't you at all maybe
You thought so right ?
You though he brought it on himself for the cruelty of his hands in your flesh
Then came the burning acid and you knew you had to get your way it was unfair you couldn'tjust stand there and watch him destroy you and destroy himself too it was unfair you had to do something you had to wreck him
finish him once and for all
Best part of it: You did
But not without leaving a trail, no
You're probably gonna need some chlorine for the stains under your skin.
Under our skin.
Sometimes when I am with you
Edges suddenly replaced with soapy insides
Circular motion in the feeling of floating thru the waves
---What was the meaning of the word anger?
I don't remember holding back tears
I want to speak but resentment is a tight fabric tied around my mouth---
Cotton candy and boiling water coming together smoothly
Limbs getting warmer and warmer
A messy scene of wax figures exposed to the fireplace within
Its coming closer
Can you hear me now?
The unveiling is now unstoppable
I wanted us to be like one
I wanted your strength to be ours
No space for margins
No obstruction no curtains
All of it
But now when you breathe you take all of the air in the room and I can't stand it
You absorb all of my brain and when all the wax becomes watery the ceiling is too low and i feel confined
There's a trail of fake blood it leads me outside
Ears rotting away
Something once whole now has centers and limits
It's too late for my mouth to be upside down
For the honey to slide through the stairs when you fall
But no longer in delight
I wanted us to drown.